BBC NEWS | Entertainment | Audio slideshow: Michael Jackson - man and musicAudio slideshow: Michael Jackson - man and music
Fans and contemporaries have been paying tribute to the king of pop - who has died at the age of 50. But what did Michael Jackson think of his own life and career?
Here - with the help of his music, and archive images from the days of the Jackson Five to the present - he reflects on his own vulnerabilities.
Audio from Harpo Productions - The Oprah Winfrey Show. Photographs from AP, PA, AFP and Getty Images. Slideshow by Paul Kerley. Publication date 26 June 2009.
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Jackson doctor's phones 'seized'
BBC NEWS | Entertainment | Jackson doctor's phones 'seized'Jackson doctor's phones 'seized'
Police have searched the Las Vegas home and offices of Michael Jackson's doctor as part of a manslaughter investigation into the singer's death.
Dr Conrad Murray's lawyer, Edward Chernoff, said officials were looking for the star's medical records.
The search is the second in a week following a similar operation at the doctor's Houston clinic on 22 July.
Dr Murray, who was with Jackson and tried to revive him before he died, has not been named as a suspect.
In a statement, Dr Murray's lawyer Edward Chernoff said the warrant "authorised investigators to look for medical records relating to Michael Jackson and all of his reported aliases".
He added Dr Murray was present during the search of his home and assisted the officers, who seized mobile phones and a computer hard drive.
Toxicology results
Reports suggest the investigation around Jackson's death is focusing on his use of powerful painkilling drugs.
The Drug Enforcement Administration has been involved in the investigation because the agency licenses doctors to administer controlled pharmaceuticals.
Searches at the clinic and another site rented by Dr Murray in Houston, Texas, were carried out last Wednesday after a warrant was issued by a judge in the city.
Dr Murray has already been interviewed twice by policeThe warrant, filed in Harris County District Court, said authorities were looking for "items constituting evidence of the offence of manslaughter that tend to show that Dr Conrad Murray committed the said criminal offence".
Such charges against a doctor for the death of a patient are extremely rare and require authorities to show there was a reckless action that created a risk of death.
Items seized during the searches included 27 tablets of the weight loss drug Phentermine, a tablet of the muscle relaxant Clonazepam, two hard drives, notices from the Internal Revenue Service and a registration for controlled substances.
Police have said Dr Murray is co-operating in the investigation.
Paramedics were called to Jackson's Los Angeles mansion while Dr Murray was performing CPR on the singer on the day he died, according to a recording of a 911 call.
Speaking a few days after Jackson's 25 June death, Mr Chernoff, denied his client administered painkilling drugs that could have contributed to the singer's death.
An official determination of what killed Jackson will not be made until the results of a toxicology report are disclosed.
Lana Clarkson: B-movie actress | BBC NEWS|
BBC NEWS | Entertainment | Lana Clarkson: B-movie actressLana Clarkson: B-movie actress
Actress Lana Clarkson was found shot dead at the home of record producer Phil Spector in 2003.
Spector was charged with murdering the 40-year-old and, despite a 2007 mistrial, has been found guilty of her murder.
Lana Clarkson wanted to be a famous actress, the trial heardBorn in 1962 in California, Lana Clarkson set her heart on making it in the tough world of Hollywood, with a dream of following in the footsteps of her idol Marilyn Monroe.
She carved out a career with small roles in American TV hits including The A-Team, Knight Rider and Who's The Boss in the 1970s and 1980s.
Her big screen debut came in Amy Heckerling's 1982 film Fast Times at Ridgemont High, which starred Sean Penn and Jennifer Jason Leigh.
But it was her association with legendary low-budget movie mogul Roger Corman that really put her on the B-movie map.
She described learning about the movie world under Corman as the "boot camp" of film-making.
Clarkson appeared in 1987 film Amazon Women on the MoonClarkson's first starring role was in the cult sci-fi movie Barbarian Queen, produced by Corman.
The 1985 film, set during the days of the Roman Empire, saw Clarkson play one of three women who survive an attack on their village and decide to exact revenge.
She reprised her role in the 1989 sequel Barbarian Queen II: The Empress Strikes Back.
Clarkson's other film roles included the spoof Amazon Women on the Moon and fantasy Wizards of the Lost Kingdom II.
In 2000, she starred as Detective Jan Cooper in Richard Gabai's Vice Girls.
She played one of a trio of sexy vice squad cops who went undercover, wearing very little, to capture a killer.
"Her main motivation was to be known," according to playwright John Barons, who hired and fired Lana Clarkson shortly before her death.
"It's not like she wanted to be in Dostoyevsky and that she wanted to do Shakespeare. The passion was more to be a famous actress."
The court was shown video footage of Lana ClarksonBut from the early 1990s onwards, her career consisted of small roles in a handful of films and occasional TV parts.
She kept the money coming in by appearing in numerous advertising campaigns, including slots for Nike, Mercedes and US retail chain Kmart.
Clarkson was also a regular volunteer at the Aids charity Project Angel Food, which delivers food to those disabled by HIV and Aids.
But she was down on her luck when she met Phil Spector while working as a hostess at the House of Blues club on Sunset Boulevard.
"I can't believe I'm borrowing clothes from my friends to work at a $9-an-hour job pulling out chairs for people I used to beat out for jobs," she told her friend Jennifer Hayes-Riedl. "It's horrible."
Ms Hayes-Riedl told the court during the first murder trial: "Her smile could light up a room."
But underneath, she "just crumbled", she said. "She was this sad, pathetic person who didn't have hope at all."
'End of my tether'
Both trials included time spent arguing over whether Clarkson really had given up on life, and could have been capable of suicide.
She sent letters to friends and a doctor in the months leading up to her death including the phrases "I'm at the end of my rope here" and "I was at the end of my tether".
She also wrote at one point: "This has been definitely the most difficult year of my life. My finances are a shambles and I am on the verge of losing everything."
But her mother told the court that her daughter had bought seven pairs of shoes for a new job just hours before she was shot.
She also identified a series of photos the actress had taken to seek work about a month before her death.
And in an e-mail sent the day before she died, Clarkson agreed to attend a birthday party for a friend's husband later that month. "Can't wait! Hugs & kisses, Lana," she wrote.
Spector Murder Wrap | BBC NEWS|
BBC NEWS | Entertainment | Spector found guilty of murderSpector found guilty of murder
The music producer Phil Spector has been found guilty of killing actress Lana Clarkson.
The 40-year-old died of a gunshot fired into her mouth while seated in the foyer of Spector's Los Angeles mansion.
Rajesh Mirchandani reports on the life and career of the eccentric recluse.