Freshman girls: the Third abortions to tell their children how to love after awakening

The eleventh grade, his mother connived at their cohabitation

堕落时，她经历了人生中最幸福的一记耳光 A crash, she experienced the happiest life a slap in the face

大一女生：第三次堕胎后才醒悟 Freshman girls: the Third abortions after awakening

林艺 Lin Yi

　　

一个大一的女孩，在第三次人流前联系我。 A freshman girl, in the third flow before contact me. 她说出了她的故事，而且要求我把她的故事发到博客上，让更多的人看到，让更多的女孩看到，她想用她的经历告诉大家点什么。 She stated her story, and asked me the story of her hair to the blog, so that more people see them, so that more girls to see, and she would like to use her experience to tell you something.

高二时，在与母亲关系特好的一“姐妹”家里留宿。 The eleventh grade, special relationship with the mother, a good one "sister" staying at home. 她家有个比女孩大的男生，因为两家关系好，两个人也不错，虽不是那种亲密的关系，但相互也都不烦感。 Her family has a big boys than girls, because the relationship between two good, two were also good, although not the kind of intimate relationship, but a sense of each other do not even bother.

有了第一次的在她家留宿后，女孩便偶尔在那里留宿，都是跟“阿姨”住在一起。 With the first After staying the night at her home, the girl would occasionally stay overnight there, all with "auntie," living together. 一天晚上，在男孩房间，两个人聊了很晚，男孩要求与她发生性关系，她还没来得及考虑什么，就在半推半就中发生了。 One night, in the boys room, two men talked late, the boy asked a sexual relationship with her, and she has not had time to consider what occurred in half-hearted. 这晚她就住在了男孩的房间。 That night she had lived in the boy's room.

此后，她和男孩的关系近了很多。 Since then, she and the boy's relations in the past a lot. 又一次在他家留宿的时候，男孩让她在自己的房间住。 Again at his house overnight when the boy let her live in their own rooms. “阿姨”没有阻拦她们，而且女孩感觉到她对自己好像是更好了。 "Auntie," did not prevent them, and girls seemed to feel her own better. 这时她才上高二，男生也才刚上大学。 Then she was on the second year, boys are also just go to college.

以后的日子，女孩频繁地在“阿姨”家留宿，每次都与男孩住在一起。 Days later, the girl frequently in the "Auntie" home stay overnight, each time with the boys to live with. 阿姨从不说什么，甚至做好了饭会叫他们起床。 Aunt never say anything, or even do a good job of rice would tell them to get up. 不久她就怀孕了，男孩与她做了流产。 Soon she was pregnant, the boy with her had an abortion. 除了她们三个没有别人知道。 In addition to three of them no one else knows.

高三时，她又一次怀孕了。 Third year, she again became pregnant. 这次男孩不认账了，他说她可能是和别人有的。 The boys admit its fault, and he said that she could be there with others. 女孩心痛极了，她自己筹钱做了人流。 Girls heartache great, she did raise money flow. 这次，我忘记了是化验单还是手术的什么单子，反正她说被她母亲发现了。 This time, I forgot that a single laboratory or what surgical list, anyway she said that her mother was found. 她说看到母亲绝望地、发疯的眼神时，她呆了…… She said her mother saw a desperate, crazy eyes, she spent ... ...

因为男孩子不认账，她恨他。 Because the boys admit its fault, and she hated him. 男孩也开始疏远她。 Boy begins to alienate her. 她说她最恨的还不是这个男生，而是他的母亲，她的“阿姨”。 She said she hated this boy is not yet, but his mother, her "aunt." “你与我母亲那么要好，为什么不阻止我们住在一起，我们还都是孩子！” "So you and my mother is better, why not prevent us from living together, we are a child!"

情没了，心痛了，受伤了，凄惨了。 No love, and heartache, and hurt, miserable.

渐渐地，她开始不在乎什么了。 Gradually, she began to not care what it is. 她开始和校内的、校外的帅哥们来往。 She began and in school, outside of the handsome guy who exchanges. 在这期间，她结识了一个大她好多的男人，有事业、有家庭的好男人。 During this period, she met a great many men in her, there is cause, there is a good family man. 接触不久，她就开始和他无话不谈。 Contact soon, she begins to talk about anything with him. 伤心了，她可以在他面前哭，没钱了，她敢向他要。 Sad, and she can cry in front of him, no money, she dare he. 她自己也不知道这是为什么，她还想把自己给他。 She did not know if this is why, she also wanted to own him. 可他不要，什么都不要。 But he should not, nothing. 他可以请她吃饭，可以给她钱花，但他对她没有任何要求。 He can ask her to dinner, you can give her money, but he told her no requirements. 越是这样，她就越想探究这个男人。 The more so, the more she would like to explore the man. 因为别的男人都想向她索取点什么，就他特别，不要，什么也不要。 Because other men want to obtain something to her on his special, do not, what do not.

在她终于大着胆子要给他的时候。 In her last big the guts to give him the time. 他训斥了她，她哭了。 He reprimanded her, and she burst into tears. 她一阵失落之后，选择了真正的坠落。 After a while she was lost, choose a real fall. 就在她到娱乐场所去坐台的那天，她还没做成“生意”就被这个大男人把她拽了出去。 As she went POP Counter to the entertainment of the day, and she has not made the "business" was the big man pulled her out. 刚一出门，他就给了她一记耳光。 Just one out, he gives her a slap in the face. 　　

她哭了。 She burst into tears. 她说，这是她一生之中最幸福的一记耳光。 She said that this was among the happiest of her life a slap in the face. 以后的日子，他还经常请她吃饭，给她钱花。 Later days, he often asked her to dinner, give her money. 但他，仍然是什么都不要。 But he is still nothing.

直到女孩第三次怀孕。 Not until the third pregnant girl. 她才真正地醒悟，她说，他是上天派来拯救我的，我从来没体会过这种像哥哥那样的关爱。 She really wake up, she said, he was sent by God to save me, I never had experience of this kind of love, like his brother.

女孩说，这将是她最后一次堕胎，她将永远铭记那最幸福的一记耳光。 The girls said that this will be her last abortion, she will always remember it's a slap in the face of the most happy.

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Flight 93 Cockpit Transcript - Wikisource

United Airlines Flight #93 cockpit voice recorder transcript the United States government Government exhibit P200056T 01-455-A (ID) This is a transcript of a cockpit voice recorder from United Airlines Flight #93, one of four airlines hijacked on 11 September 2001. It was the only one of the four planes that did not reach its intended target, instead crashing in an empty field just outside Shanksville, Pennsylvania, about 150 miles northwest of Washington, D.C. The 9/11 Commission (through testimony, tapes of passengers' phone calls, and the flight data recorders recovered from the crash) determined that crew and passengers, alerted through phone calls to loved ones, attempted to subdue the hijackers. The 9/11 Commission concluded that the hijackers crashed the plane to keep the crew and passengers from gaining control. — Excerpted from United Airlines Flight 93 on Wikipedia, The Free Encyclopedia. Time (EDT)	Transcript
09:31:57	Ladies and gentlemen: Here the captain, please sit down keep remaining seating. We have a bomb on board. So sit.
09:32:09	Er, uh…Calling Cleveland Center…You're unreadable. Say again slowly.
09:32:10	Don't move. Shut up.
09:32:13	Come on, come.
09:32:16	Shut up.
09:32:17	Don't move.
09:32:18	Stop.
09:32:34	Sit, sit, sit down.
09:32:39	Sit down.
09:32:41	unintelligible…the brother.
09:32:54	Stop.
09:33:09	No more. Sit down.
09:33:10	That's it, that's it, that's it, down, down.
09:33:14	Shut up.
09:33:20	unintelligible
09:33:20	We just, we didn't get it clear…Is that United Ninety-Three calling?
09:33:30	Jassim.
09:33:34	In the name of Allah, the most merciful, the most compassionate.
09:33:41	unintelligible
09:33:43	Finish, no more. No more.
09:33:49	No. No, no, no, no.
09:33:53	No, no, no, no.
09:34:00	Go ahead, lie down. Lie down. Down, down, down.
09:34:06	There is someone…Huh?
09:34:12	Down, down, down. Sit down. Come on, sit down. No, no, no, no, no. No.
09:34:16	Down, down, down.
09:34:21	Down.
09:34:25	No more.
09:34:26	No more. Down.
09:34:27	Please, please, please…
09:34:28	Down.
09:34:29	Please, please, don't hurt me…
09:34:30	Down. No more.
09:34:31	Oh, God.
09:34:32	Down, down, down.
09:34:33	Sit down.
09:34:34	Shut up.
09:34:42	No more.
09:34:46	This?
09:34:47	Yes.
09:34:47	unintelligible
09:34:57	One moment, one moment.
09:34:59	unintelligible
09:35:03	No more.
09:35:06	Down, down, down, down.
09:35:09	No, no, no, no, no, no…
09:35:10	unintelligible
09:35:15	Sit down, sit down, sit down.
09:35:17	Down.
09:35:18	What's this?
09:35:19	Sit down. Sit down. You know, sit down.
09:35:24	No, no, no.
09:35:30	Down, down, down, down.
09:35:32	Are you talking to me?
09:35:33	No, no, no. unintelligible
09:35:35	Down in the airport.
09:35:39	Down, down.
09:35:40	I don't want to die.
09:35:41	No, no. Down, down.
09:35:42	I don't want to die. I don't want to die.
09:35:44	No, no. Down, down, down, down, down, down.
09:35:47	No, no, please.
09:35:57	No.
09:37:06	That's it. Go back.
09:37:06	That's it. Sit down.
09:37:36	Everything is fine. I finished.
09:38:36	Yes.
09:39:11	Ah. Here's the captain; I would like to tell you all to remain seated. We have a bomb aboard, and we are going back to the airport, and we have our demands. So, please remain quiet.
09:39:21	Okay. That's Ninety-Three calling?
09:39:24	One moment.
09:39:34	United Ninety-Three. I understand you have a bomb on board. Go ahead.
09:39:42	And center exec jet nine fifty-six. That was the transmission.
09:39:47	Okay. Ah. Who called Cleveland?
09:39:52	Executive jet nine fifty-six, did you understand that transmission?
09:39:56	Affirmative. He said that there was a bomb on board.
09:39:58	That was all that you got out of it also?
09:40:01	Affirmative.
09:40:03	Roger.
09:40:03	United Ninety-Three. Go ahead.
09:40:14	United Ninety-Three. Go ahead.
09:40:17	Ahhh.
09:40:52	This green knob?
09:40:54	Yes, that's the one.
09:41:05	United Ninety-Three, do you hear the Cleveland Center?
09:41:14	One moment. One moment.
09:41:15	unintelligible
09:41:56	Oh, man.
09:44:18	This does not work now.
09:45:13	Turn it off.
09:45:16	…seven thousand…
09:45:19	How about we let them in? We let the guys in now.
09:45:23	Okay.
09:45:24	Should we let the guys in?
09:45:25	Inform them, and tell him to talk to the pilot. Bring the pilot back.
09:45:57	In the name of Allah. In the name of Allah. I bear witness that there is no other god but Allah.
09:47:31	unintelligible
09:47:40	Allah knows.
09:48:15	unintelligible
09:48:38	Set course.
09:49:37	unintelligible
09:51:27	unintelligible
09:51:35	unintelligible
09:52.02	unintelligible
09:52:31	unintelligible
09:53:20	The best thing: The guys will go in, lift up the…unintelligible…and they put the axe into it. So, everyone will be scared.
09:53:27	Yes.
09:53:28	The axe.
09:53:28	unintelligible
09:53:29	No, not the—
09:53:35	Let him look through the window. Let him look through the window.
09:53.52	unintelligible
09:54:09	Open.
09:54:11	unintelligible
09:55:06	You are…one…
09:56:15	unintelligible
09:57:55	Is there something?
09:57:57	A fight?
09:57:59	Yeah?
09:58:33	unintelligible Let's go guys. Allah is greatest. Allah is greatest. Oh, guys. Allah is greatest.
09:58:41	Ugh.
09:58:43	Ugh.
09:58:44	O Allah. O Allah. O the most gracious—
09:58:47	Ugh. Ugh.
09:58:52	Stay back.
09:58:55	In the cockpit.
09:58:57	In the cockpit.
09:58:57	They want to get in there. Hold, hold from the inside. Hold from the inside. Hold.
09:59:04	Hold the door.
09:59:09	Stop him.
09:59:11	Sit down.
09:59:13	Sit down.
09:59:15	Sit down.
09:59:16	unintelligible
09:59:17	What?
09:59:18	There are some guys. All those guys.
09:59:20	Let's get them.
09:59:25	Sit down.
09:59:29	What?
09:59:30	What
09:59:31	What?
09:59:36	unintelligible
09:59:37	What?
09:59:39	unintelligible
09:59:41	unintelligible
09:59:42	Trust in Allah and in him.
09:59:45	Sit down.
09:59:47	unintelligible
09:59:53	Ahh.
09:59:55	unintelligible
09:59:58	Ahh.
10:00:06	There is nothing.
10:00:07	Is that it? Shall we finish it off?
10:00:08	No. Not yet.
10:00:09	When they all come, we finish it off.
10:00:11	There is nothing.
10:00:13	unintelligible
10:00:14	Ahh.
10:00:15	I'm injured.
10:00:16	unintelligible
10:00:21	Ahh.
10:00:22	O Allah. O Allah. O gracious—
10:00:25	In the cockpit. If we don't, we'll die.
10:00:29	Up, down. Up, down, in the cockpit.
10:00:33	The cockpit.
10:00:37	Up, down. Saeed, up, down.
10:00:42	Roll it.
10:00:55	unintelligible
10:00:59	Allah is greatest. Allah is greatest.
10:01:01	unintelligible
10:01:08	Is that it? I mean, shall we pull it down?
10:01:09	Yes, put it in it, and pull it down.
10:01:10	unintelligible
10:01:11	Saeed.
10:01:12	…engine…
10:01:13	unintelligible
10:01:16	Cut off the oxygen.
10:01:18	Cut off the oxygen. Cut off the oxygen. Cut off the oxygen.
10:01:34	unintelligible
10:01:37	unintelligible
10:01:41	Up, down. Up, down.
10:01:41	What?
10:01:42	Up, down.
10:01:42	Ahh.
10:01:53	Ahh.
10:01:54	unintelligible
10:01:55	Ahh.
10:01:59	Shut them off.
10:02:03	Shut them off.
10:02:14	Go.
10:02:14	Go.
10:02:15	Move.
10:02:16	Move.
10:02:17	Turn it up.
10:02:18	Down, down.
10:02:23	Pull it down. Pull it down.
10:02:25	Down. Push, push, push, push, push.
10:02:33	Hey. Hey. Give it to me. Give it to me.
10:02:35	Give it to me. Give it to me. Give it to me.
10:02:37	Give it to me. Give it to me. Give it to me.
10:02:40	unintelligible
10:03:02	Allah is greatest.
10:03:03	Allah is greatest.
10:03:04	Allah is greatest.
10:03:06	Allah is greatest.
10:03:06	Allah is greatest.
10:03:07	No.
10:03:09	Allah is greatest. Allah is greatest.
10:03:09	Allah is greatest. Allah is greatest.

Flight 93 Cockpit Transcript - Wikisource

Robert Burns: Scotch Drink

Scotch Drink

By Robert Burns

Gie him strong drink until he wink,
That's sinking in despair;
An' liquor guid to fire his bluid,
That's prest wi' grief and care;
There let him bouse, an' deep carouse,
Wi' bumpers flowing o'er,
Till he forgets his loves or debts,
An' minds his griefs no more.

Solomon's Proverbs, xxxi. 6, 7.

Let other poets raise a fracas
'Bout vines, an' wines, an' drucken Bacchus,
An' crabbit names an' stories wrack us,
An' grate our lug,
I sing the juice Scotch bear can mak us,
In glass or jug.

O thou, my Muse! guid auld Scotch drink;
Whether thro' wimplin' worms thou jink,
Or, richly brown, ream owre the brink,
In glorious faem,
Inspire me, till I lisp an' wink,
To sing thy name!

Let husky wheat the haughs adorn,
An' aits set up their awnie horn,
An' pease an' beans, at e'en or morn,
Perfume the plain,
Leeze me on thee, John Barleycorn,
Thou king o' grain!

On thee aft Scotland chows her cood,
In souple scones, the wale o'food!
Or tumblin in the boilin' flood
Wi' kail an' beef;
But when thou pours thy strong heart's blood,
There thou shines chief.

Food fills the wame, an' keeps us leevin,
Tho' life's a gift no worth receivin'
When heavy-dragg'd wi' pine an' grievin';
But, oil'd by thee,
The wheels o' life gae down-hill, scrievin',
Wi' rattlin' glee.

Thou clears the head o' doited Lear;
Thou cheers the heart o' drooping Care;
Thou strings the nerves o' Labour sair,
At 's weary toil;
Though even brightens dark Despair
Wi' gloomy smile.

Aft, clad in massy siller weed,
Wi' gentles thou erects thy head;
Yet humbly kind in time o' need,
The poor man's wine,
His wee drap parritch, or his bread,
Thou kitchens fine.

Thou art the life o' public haunts;
But thee, what were our fairs and rants?
Ev'n godly meetings o' the saunts,
By thee inspir'd,
When gaping they besiege the tents,
Are doubly fir'd.

That merry night we get the corn in,
O sweetly then thou reams the horn in!
Or reekin' on a new-year morning
In cog or bicker,
An' just a wee drap sp'ritual burn in,
An' gusty sucker!

When Vulcan gies his bellows breath,
An' ploughmen gather wi' their graith,
O rare! to see thee fizz an' freath
I' th' luggit caup!
Then Burnewin comes on like death
At ev'ry chaup.

Nae mercy, then, for airn or steel;
The brawnie, bainie, ploughman chiel,
Brings hard owrehip, wi' sturdy wheel,
The strong forehammer,
Till block an' studdie ring an' reel
Wi' dinsome clamour.

When skirlin' weanies see the light,
Though maks the gossips clatter bright,
How fumblin' cuifs their dearies slight;
Wae worth the name!
Nae howdie gets a social night,
Or plack frae them.

When neibors anger at a plea,
An' just as wud as wud can be,
How easy can the barley-bree
Cement the quarrel!
It's aye the cheapest lawyer's fee,
To taste the barrel.

Alake! that e'er my Muse has reason
To wyte her countrymen wi' treason!
But mony daily weet their weason
Wi' liquors nice,
An' hardly, in a winter's season,
E'er spier her price.

Wae worth that brandy, burning trash
Fell source o' mony a pain an' brash!
Twins mony a poor, doylt, drucken hash,
O' half his days;
An' sends, beside, auld Scotland's cash
To her worst faes.

Ye Scots, wha wish auld Scotland well!
Ye chief, to you my tale I tell,
Poor, plackless devils like mysel'!
It sets you ill,
Wi' bitter, dearthfu' wines to mell,
Or foreign gill.

May gravels round his blather wrench,
An' gouts torment him, inch by inch,
What twists his gruntle wi' a glunch
O' sour disdain,
Out owre a glass o' whisky punch
Wi' honest men.

O whisky! soul o' plays an' pranks!
Accept a Bardie's gratefu' thanks!
When wanting thee, what tuneless cranks
Are my poor verses!
Thou comes --- they rattle i' their ranks
At ither's ---;

Thee, Ferintosh! O sadly lost!
Scotland lament frae coast to coast!
Now colic grips, an' barkin' hoast,
May kill us a';
For loyal Forbes's charter'd boast
Is ta'en awa!

Thae curst horse-leeches o' th' Excise,
Wha mak the whisky stells their prize!
Haud up thy han', Deil! ance, twice, thrice!
There, seize the blinkers!
An' bake them up in brunstane pies
For poor d--n'd drinkers.

Fortune! if thou 'll but gie me still
Hale breeks, a scone, an' whisky gill,
An' rowth o' rhyme to rave at will,
Tak a' the rest,
An' deal 't about as thy blind skill
Directs thee best.

---

Notes to the poem:

Duncan Forbes of Culloden, who did so much to pacify the country after the defeat of Culloden, received from the government as a reward for his services, the privilege of distilling whiskey free of duty. So popular did his whiskey become, that Ferintosh, the name of his barony, in which his whiskey was manufactured, became a recognized name or synonym throughout the country for all sorts of whiskey.

When the privilege was withdrawn in 1785, his family received from the government compensation to the amount of 21,580 pounds.

In addition to this, the public attention was further turned to "the national beverage," on account of the stringent way in which the Excise laws were being enforced at the various distilleries. These circumstances gave the poet his cue.

Writing to Robert Muir, Kilmarnock, he says: "I here enclose you my 'Scotch Drink,' and may the devil follow with a blessing for your edification. I hope some time before we hear the gowk (cuckoo) to have the pleasure of seeing you at Kilmarnock, when I intend we shall have a gill between us in a mutchkin stoup, which will be a great comfort and consolation to your humble servant, R.B."

Robert Burns: Scotch Drink

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Actor Bijou Phillips says she knew her half-sister Mackenzie Phillips had consensual sex with their father, Mamas and the Papas leader John Phillips.

In a statement read by Oprah Winfrey, Bijou says she was 13 when Mackenzie told her about the sexual relationship. Bijou, 29, says the news was confusing and scary. She says it was "heartbreaking" that her family would leave her with her father.

On The Oprah Winfrey Show yesterday, Mackenzie said their father "had changed his ways as much as he was able to" and she felt Bijou Phillips was safe.

Mackenzie says she did go get her sister when she "felt like she wasn't being watched properly."